"i dont know," he laughed "i hate smiling.."
she smoothed out a loose strand of her hair and
tucked it behind her ear as she laughed, leaning back
on the passenger seat "How?" eyes wide, her smile
even brighter now, "I love smiling, it feels good."
He smiled and paused, "Well you see.. you smile or you laugh and then
theres that moment when you gotta stop laughing and smiling.. its awkward."
she looked at him curiously and then again her eyes confirmed her thoughts.
"I actually get what you mean, i've never thought of it that way.."
He laughed "But with you its not so much that way."
tucked it behind her ear as she laughed, leaning back
on the passenger seat "How?" eyes wide, her smile
even brighter now, "I love smiling, it feels good."
He smiled and paused, "Well you see.. you smile or you laugh and then
theres that moment when you gotta stop laughing and smiling.. its awkward."
she looked at him curiously and then again her eyes confirmed her thoughts.
"I actually get what you mean, i've never thought of it that way.."
He laughed "But with you its not so much that way."
havnt decided on first or second person yet.
obviously unorganized but tasty to the mind
She covered her eyes with aviador sunglasses
and approached the front door,
a slight breeze toyed with her sun dress
as she hopped down her front steps.
the birds were a live orchestra,
for some reason today.. all the sounds blended
to perfection.
She closed her eyes for a moment and
enjoyed feeling the sun's
heat dance down her skin.. it danced
along with the ryhthm and the melodies
floating around her. She opened her eyes upon a
less beautiful but wonderful familiarity, she heard the
squeeking of he shot out tires and beat up engine,
she smiled walking towards
the car she had known for years.
my heart felt like it was being squeezed.. a head ache was approaching
even in my high state. a million thoughts, and things i could've said and
done were flooding my head..
is that why it was hurting? my stomach gave off
and airy unhappy empty feeling although i just ate.
"Lets go kid! We're going swimming!" I smiled at the thought
of being out and swimming in the cool mountain water with my friends,
the people who love me. So pushing my thoughts
aside I remained smiling and
ran outside to greet another car i'd known for years.
Getting in the passenger seat I smiled at NAME HERE
"So asshole, do you have work next tuesday or not?"
"Nah i got Kacie to cover me. So i'm absolutely down for a city trip.
My heart needs it."
"Well New York a bunch of your favorite people and a bottle of Jager
will fill up all the cracks in your heart."
Laughing I dug through my purse and retrieved her pack of
cigarettes and a lighter.
Everyone was swimming in the cool water, but my body seemed
to not want it.. I placed my towel on the ground and took my sketch
book out of my bag. Retrieving water color paints as well. A small
clay pot that i stroked into the water, tossing 3 brushes into it.
I placed the paints on the ground before me. played msuic off my ipod and listened
to the sounds around me blend. music and laughter soothed me as i took the
first stroke to paper with my brush. It felt even better.
obviously unorganized but tasty to the mind
She covered her eyes with aviador sunglasses
and approached the front door,
a slight breeze toyed with her sun dress
as she hopped down her front steps.
the birds were a live orchestra,
for some reason today.. all the sounds blended
to perfection.
She closed her eyes for a moment and
enjoyed feeling the sun's
heat dance down her skin.. it danced
along with the ryhthm and the melodies
floating around her. She opened her eyes upon a
less beautiful but wonderful familiarity, she heard the
squeeking of he shot out tires and beat up engine,
she smiled walking towards
the car she had known for years.
my heart felt like it was being squeezed.. a head ache was approaching
even in my high state. a million thoughts, and things i could've said and
done were flooding my head..
is that why it was hurting? my stomach gave off
and airy unhappy empty feeling although i just ate.
"Lets go kid! We're going swimming!" I smiled at the thought
of being out and swimming in the cool mountain water with my friends,
the people who love me. So pushing my thoughts
aside I remained smiling and
ran outside to greet another car i'd known for years.
Getting in the passenger seat I smiled at NAME HERE
"So asshole, do you have work next tuesday or not?"
"Nah i got Kacie to cover me. So i'm absolutely down for a city trip.
My heart needs it."
"Well New York a bunch of your favorite people and a bottle of Jager
will fill up all the cracks in your heart."
Laughing I dug through my purse and retrieved her pack of
cigarettes and a lighter.
Everyone was swimming in the cool water, but my body seemed
to not want it.. I placed my towel on the ground and took my sketch
book out of my bag. Retrieving water color paints as well. A small
clay pot that i stroked into the water, tossing 3 brushes into it.
I placed the paints on the ground before me. played msuic off my ipod and listened
to the sounds around me blend. music and laughter soothed me as i took the
first stroke to paper with my brush. It felt even better.
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